The Hidden Voice of Trauma in the Communal Ayahuasca Ceremony of the Santo Daime
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Abstract
This paper examines how unrecognized trauma can create inner isolation within communal spiritual life, even when outward participation appears steady and devoted. Drawing from participant-shared narratives within the Santo Daime tradition—an ayahuasca-based Christian syncretic movement—it explores how altered states may amplify unresolved survival responses that are often misread as spiritual phenomena, resistance, or culturally valued steadiness. A nervous-system foundation of trauma (hyperarousal, constriction, dissociation, freeze) is outlined, showing how these states can go unrecognized within devotional practice. Through lived stories, the paper offers a window of understanding, invites discernment, and provides guidance for leaders and participants seeking to foster belonging.
Presenter Biography
Lourdes Billingsley, MA, SEP, is a counselor, energetic healing practitioner with over thirty years of experience, and a long-time practitioner of Santo Daime. Her work examines how unrecognized trauma can create isolation within spiritual communities and how embodied, nervous-system–informed practice can restore belonging, meaning, and relationship to God.